Monday, May 26, 2014


I remember walking this valley as green blooms, morning to morning
as heat pounds and the shade is cool like wading in the lake
as leaves crunch in the gravel at my feet
as snow blows, turning the hills white

I remember walking and breathing air
soft, heavy, fragrant, harsh 
breathing deeper and harder
as minutes turn to hours
breathing deep and simple 
as hours turn to days

Eight weeks ago I stopped walking
"you can get crutches at the pharmacy" she'd said
and that was that
no more walking
with a broken ankle

Two weeks ago I thought, only two more weeks
but this morning at the doctor's 
"two more weeks" she says
and that is that
no more walking

Just swinging along the side-walk on my crutches
crawling up stairs on my hands and knees
hobbling in the kitchen with a chair
hopping from my bed to dresser

And I'm not sure where I'm going with this poem
"what is the lesson I should learn?" I ask
Janet, my sister-in-law, who sees me 
from her office window at the All Nations Healing Hospital
and runs to open the door for me

"More and more I'm learning that life is about seasons,"
she says after we've talked about my Moira and Victoria's drama
at the Cathedral Village Arts Festival
and little Lanelle not closing the pen
letting loose the sheep and llamas on the lawn

We stand in the sunshine outside the hospital
Janet on two feet, me on my crutches
talking about newborn lambs
and the kindness of nurses and doctors

While people of all nations are breathing by us
each in his or her own season
even as the spring earth is ploughed for flower beds
beside the emergency doors of the hospital


  1. Thanks so much, Kate. You are an inspiration!

  2. What a nice surprise to see a new blog post from you!
    I think the lesson you should learn is that sometimes when you don't want to slow down, life forces you to.
    but even when you feel forced to be still you can still notice and observe and contemplate.
    Hope you're doing well!

  3. Ah, Dani. Thanks for the continual encouragement. I'll get my cast off next Wednesday. Here's hoping for a quick recovery. Have you heard about the Treaty 1-11 Gathering in Fort Qu'Appelle, August 11-15. I'll post about it soon.